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		<title>Take my Son</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 11 Jan 2009 14:44:07 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Story extracted from an email:- A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art. When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=esthertan.wordpress.com&amp;blog=5979631&amp;post=12&amp;subd=esthertan&amp;ref=&amp;feed=1" width="1" height="1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Story extracted from an email:-</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art.</span></span></p>
<div style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son. About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands.</span></span> </div>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">He said, <span style="color:#ff6600;"><em>&#8216;Sir, you don&#8217;t know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art.&#8217;</em> </span></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The young man held out this package. <span style="color:#ff6600;"><em>&#8216;I know this isn&#8217;t much. I&#8217;m not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this.&#8217;</em> </span></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The father opened the package. It was a portrait of his son, painted by the young man. He stared in awe at the way the soldier had captured the personality of his son in the painting. The father was so drawn to the eyes that his own eyes welled up with tears. He thanked the young man and offered to pay him for the picture. <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;Oh, no sir, I could never repay what your son did for me. It&#8217;s a gift.&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The father hung the portrait over his mantle. Every time visitors came to his home he took them to see the portrait of his son before he showed them any of<br />
the other great works he had collected.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The man died a few months later. There was to be a great auction of his paintings. Many influential people gathered, excited over seeing the great paintings and having an opportunity to purchase one for their collection.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">On the platform sat the painting of the son. The auctioneer pounded his gavel. <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;We will start the bidding with this picture of the son. Who will bid for this picture?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">There was silence. Then a voice in the back of the room shouted, <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;We want to see the famous paintings. Skip this one.&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But the auctioneer persisted, <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;will somebody bid for this painting. Who will start the bidding? $100, $200?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Another voice angrily, <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;we didn&#8217;t come to see this painting. We came to see the Van Goghs, the Rembrandts. Get on with the real bids!&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But still the auctioneer continued, <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;The son! The son! Who&#8217;ll take the son?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Finally, a voice came from the very back of the room. It was the long time gardener of the man and his son. <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;I&#8217;ll give $10 for the painting.&#8217;</span></em> Being a poor man, it was all he could afford.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;We have $10, who will bid $20?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;Give it to him for $10. Let&#8217;s see the masters.&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;$10 is the bid, won&#8217;t someone bid $20?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The crowd was becoming angry. They didn&#8217;t want the picture of the son. They wanted the more worthy investments for their collections.</span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The auctioneer pounded the gavel. <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;Going once, twice, SOLD for $10!&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">A man sitting on the second row shouted, <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;Now let&#8217;s get on with the collection!&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The auctioneer laid down his gavel. <em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;I&#8217;m sorry, the auction is over.&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><em><span style="color:#ff6600;">&#8216;What about the paintings?&#8217;</span></em></span></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">&#8216;I am sorry. When I was called to conduct this auction, I was told of a secret stipulation in the will. I was not allowed to reveal that stipulation until this time. Only the painting of the son would be auctioned. Whoever bought that painting would inherit the entire estate, including the paintings. </span></p>
<div style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><strong>&#8216;The man who took the son gets everything!&#8217;</strong></span></div>
<div style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><strong>God gave His son 2,000 years ago to die on the cross.</strong></span></div>
<div style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><strong>Much like the auctioneer, His message today is:</strong></span></div>
<div style="text-align:center;"><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><strong>&#8216;The son, the son, who&#8217;ll take the son?&#8217;</strong></span></div>
<p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Because, you see, whoever takes the Son gets everything.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">[<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=John%203:16&amp;version=31" target="_blank">John 3:16</a>] For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.</span></p>
<div><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#000000;">You have a choice to make.</span></span></div>
<div><span style="font-family:Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color:#000000;">God Bless </span></span></div>
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		<title>Que Sera Sera</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 29 Dec 2008 12:07:26 +0000</pubDate>
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align:justify;">Today was another job hunting day. I wasn’t looking for any permanent job, just a job for me to tie me through my vacation. I feel that of so many things that I have done it is like making an investment with no returns, I bought newspapers, took time and money to go down for interview yet receive no positive response. If looking for a part-time job is like looking for needle in a haystack needless to say about those jobless adults who are finding a job to feed their family. So attention to those folks who have a job, please be grateful and work hard to prove your worth.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">When I was about to start on today’s entry &#8216;<a title="Que Sera Sera" href="http://box.zhangmen.baidu.com/m?gate=1&amp;ct=134217728&amp;tn=baidumt,que%20sera%20sera%20&amp;word=mp3,http://www.jeban.com/song/daGlnah6mLFeg6iZiJupmYSXpZU1.mp3,,%5bque%2Bsera%2Bsera%5d&amp;si=que%2Bsera%2Bsera;;doris%2Bday;;0;;0&amp;lm=16777216&amp;mtid=1&amp;d=9" target="_blank">Que Sera Sera</a>&#8216; chorus came to my mine which I feel that have some relation to my current situation.</p>
<p style="text-align:center;">Que Sera, Sera,<br />
Whatever will be, will be<br />
The future&#8217;s not ours, to see<br />
Que Sera, Sera<br />
What will be, will be.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">There are a few jobs which I am interested in but frankly speaking it is really up to God to decide for which job is meant for me. I am not resigning my fate but my future is not mine to see at least in this situation. What I can do now is simply pray and says, &#8216;the economic is not good, let&#8217;s endure and pray for God guidance in this difficult moment.&#8217;</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Quoting from an old family friend, spending on saving with no income is like peeling onion skin by skin. You cry when you peel the onion, the onion hereby refers to the money.</p>
<p>God bless you.</p>
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